It was as if I came here knowing the Lord. My father claims to have prayed for me before I was born. He also said when the name Deborah came to him, he thought he was naming me after the famous Hollywood actress, Deborah Kerr. My father had to have known something about God, as a result of my grandmother's faith, at that time she was the only person I truly felt safe with. I knew she had a special connection with some type of supernatural force. I later came to the knowledge of the God she served, as a result of His divine intervention in my life. I remember the first time we met, It was in my bedroom closet. This became our regular meeting place. I would rush into my closet, and after sitting down a big rainbow would appear in front of me and I would say, talk to me Lord and He would begin to talk to me. Unfortunately, these meetings ended, when I was raped in that very same room. I no longer wanted to meet with the Lord. Don’t know why, but something inside me had changed.
I am sharing this to let you know the devil gets up early, he tries to get an early start in destroying the purpose and plan of God in your Life. He knew I had two grandmothers that were interceding for my soul on a consistent basis. He knew they Loved Him, and they loved me. It is not strange that he would send one of his children to attempt at destroying me. But the Blood of Jesus reached down and kept me whole body, soul, mind, and spirit. For this reason, the enemy's plan for my life at some points seemed to take hold, but could never grow a root. Until the day she died, my maternal grandmother would say, Deborah is going to be fine, she is going to come out of this, even as I was strung out and tore up on drugs. She believed what God's word said about my situation and kept praying for me. She was right, Jesus brought me all the way out. No turning back. Thank God for men and women of God who will stand up to the enemy and say no, you cannot have my loved one. I thank God for Jesus and the two women in my life that loved me enough to submit me to his care and keeping.
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